Arghhhhhhhh-
S.A.D ....All the bad things rushes to me at the end of year 2009. I m sad. I hope somebody will lend me her/his shoulder for me to have a BIGBIG cry. i really wanna have a BigBig cry now.T.T .. at the last day of the year of 2009. If not i sure will regret.
I really sad and moody this few days. I have NO FRIENDS, NO FAMILY, AND LOVES. They really can't read my mind, i think. They not care about me, they dunno wad am i thinking. Nobody can be part of my brain. i need someone to understand me. read my mind. care for me. be my gudgud listener. I really need this person. When i m sad, nobody can accompany me also. It make me so disappointed. Altought they are always beside me, but, when i m sad. Everyone has gone.
And, my wishes broken too. i have never been have a romantic dinner with my lovers in the festival days. so i hope this year my wished will come true. but, but , but....
My heart are keep bleeding this few days, he changed or not? i DON'T know. What you have promise me is just a lies. You are a liar to me. U are hurting me too. You are totally cant feel what i am feeling now. Please, sometimes when i need you i hope u can stay with me.
