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Arghhhhhhhh-

S.A.D ....All the bad things rushes to me at the end of year 2009. I m sad. I hope somebody will lend me her/his shoulder for me to have a BIGBIG cry. i really wanna have a BigBig cry now.T.T .. at the last day of the year of 2009. If not i sure will regret.

I really sad and moody this few days. I have NO FRIENDS, NO FAMILY, AND LOVES. They really can't read my mind, i think. They not care about me, they dunno wad am i thinking. Nobody can be part of my brain. i need someone to understand me. read my mind. care for me. be my gudgud listener. I really need this person. When i m sad, nobody can accompany me also. It make me so disappointed. Altought they are always beside me, but, when i m sad. Everyone has gone.

And, my wishes broken too. i have never been have a romantic dinner with my lovers in the festival days. so i hope this year my wished will come true. but, but , but....

My heart are keep bleeding this few days, he changed or not? i DON'T know. What you have promise me is just a lies. You are a liar to me. U are hurting me too. You are totally cant feel what i am feeling now. Please, sometimes when i need you i hope u can stay with me.

tear drops on my table. i felt so sad now. i m totally love him so so so so so much. he dont understand. why.? I oso dunno how i m gonna explain to him dis those him. i m really love him. dun misunderstanding me. PLEASE.


Crying, is just because of u . Not because of others.

Just wanna said that i love u .Good Luck in ur exam.

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FUCK OFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I HATE u!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Everything has changed. Moment that is not last time. Is a wall that separated between us. The feel has become a little rusty.

All bad things come over me this few days. Assignments crushed me. Study .... put more effort ba=)

p/s:Where is my luck go? come back pls.


I miss Last time so much!

Stay alone at house the whole night. Environment are so good, clear , and quiet. The environment can only hear the sound of raindrops. Whoaa, so relax.

But, i felt so lonely. Daddy,mummy,popo, brothers .... they all are went out. Time that just only you live in that without friends, family and lover are so fear，& uncomfortable. All the time just keep on alone. Do something just by yourself, No others will involve in your life.

Some-more this few day did not sleep until so well. This make my whole body feel so pain.

Will tonight be a good good night? i need a good sleep tonight.


Thought will go for a trip, now , Just left only me. Heart broken. Hope that the greater the dissapointment even greater.

Won't hope so much again.


arghh!!!!!! do u know what am i thinking now????? The time is enjoyable when i be with U.. really. For u ,earning money is more important than now the days i be with you. The time that we can meet is less and 'limited'. so, every time i also appreciate when i be with u . I was so excited before i meet u, but after that , the situation will become so cold & black.


money? branded? Is what you want?u said that u will persists wad u have say b4. so now? Altought sometimes is tired when go meet u , but i think is worth 1 ~

I hate just now that situation, really Hatez. But no choice, inclusive u is thing that i only can do , to avoid quarrel happen.
Altought money is important for future, but Money is not everything. Money can't buy love.
Appreciate life, Appreciate u . Appreciate the day i Be with U

hmm...

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a day that not my day...so sad...... i don't want him to put so much time on me.. he have his work to do, assignment to rush, exam to take....... so many things to do...
So, just let u know..i need u ..but not now... dun waste so much time on me now..... u should use more time on your study & work... i need your care, i need your love , i need u so much... really.

sorry, what i had did in the midnight just now. . . . .

p/s:a second cry, just because of.... i m so stupid.

Sometimes.

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Sometimes..Don't know what he is thinking about.
Sometimes..Don't know what he is gonna to do.
Sometimes..Don't know what he want's.
Sometimes..Don't know how he's feel.
Sometimes..Don't know how much he love me.
Sometimes..Don't know how much he miss me.
Sometimes..Don't know how good is him.

that's the Sometimes. By the way,he is the guy that i love,i hearts.
Just accept everything about him. Love all about him.All his stuff. Because,that is HIM.

Just be yourself..and be myself. That's called TRUE.

S.O.B

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NO money,NO car.. My life is meaning-less now.....i hate this so much... felt wanna cry now...lend me ur shoulder pls. i need u now....ASAP.....

i m sad.. i don't like what my parents act-ed..i hate so much...they dunno...they really dunno how was my life is going on... MY LIFE is so SUCKING now...
i m poor after i get my car.
i m poor after i went to college.
i m poor after i growing up.
i m poor !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

what they think about me is BAD..negative...
i don't want to face them now.. i need to tell them that i had ad growing up now...i m not that small girl like last time..please...i need FREEDOM. i need my life be more colourful & meaningful. i m 18years old now...i m not a child.

i don't want leave some unhappy memories to my life just because of u all. i don't want. i know you're caring me..but this is not a way for u all to care me...is not that way i want..

wasted 1 week holiday.... dint go for some job also...juz hang around with friends..~~~ wasting petrol....muaHAHAHAHA...


wanna go shopping....but..NO MONEY ...$$$$...i miss SHOPPING Centre..so muchie..

i miss him too!

arghhhhh....dunno how 2describe my mood now..
my *m o o d*..in a grey situation now...
nobody understand me,nobody knows my problems......Then who can become that nobody ?
But,i think only god will know all about this...
felt wanna have a BIG CRY now...lend me YOUR shoulder to me please!!!i need u now...!!!
i m tired...really...no more energy 2do other things....S.T.O.N.E-ing and blur-ing now..
Just try to be more concentrate on my exam first..don't think so much..
i m so sorry 2 my man also..i always losing my temper on him...s o r r y ..!!!!!!!!
p/s:I wan't you now...

Blog updated.

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wow...have a quite long time din't update my blog ad...nvm...update now...
hehe><

sei lorr...FINAL exammmm,BIG BIG exam cummmmmiiiinnnnnggg~!!
how how how...i haven fully prepare yet.....
cannot!!!need 2 concerntrate on my study ad!
cannot hang out with u guys ,cannot shopping ad.....wanna earn money also....!


ahemm...3weeks oni....short way...
after 3weeeks can meet darling ad~~yeahyeah...so miss him~

p/s:good luck to all my babesssss tooo~~GAMBATEH!






Today goes 1u with MY MAN..mr nick...

we juz does all da simply things...watch movie ar,lunch-ing ar & so on...hehe...

& oso took Big head stickers with him..so Q..

LoL..


p/s:i hearts *u*






but the problem in today's world is....
"People are being USED & Things are being LOVED "

Arghhh!!!sei larr....exam is oni left 2weeks more...
how how how???
STUDY loorrr!!!!!!!!!!
Gambateh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Someone is going to have his BIG BIG exam tmr luuuu.....how lea...?he still can on9 chit-chat at ther worr.....haha..
anyway...juz wish this 'Someone' good luck in his exam bah~~
5hours...5000 words ar? u can do it de lahhh...i trust u ..
Nothing is impossible mah..



p/s:Word hard together!

Happi birthday TO
Happi birthday Too =u=
Happi birthday T000 *GuoL!ANG*
Happi birthday TO _u_
W!sh u happiii and Sm!Le oways!!
Take gooooooD care
Sorry For din't go celebrate with u all today.haha

Finally my webcam hor...became....~SMOOTH~ abit liao...finally loo..
neh...That day he ma told me is maybe about my connection problem so make my webcam become so lag mea....Then hor,yesterday i ma go Oldtown try my webcam lo....haha...stupid goey's friends so good..he help me all those thing,try my webcam with him and finally,my webcam can use already!!!!
excited tim when using my webcam..haha... then hor...yesterday on9 on9...suddenly the time run so fast ....430am already...Oh god.....i LOVE u
faster keep all the things and meet Uncle.Chao 1st...
Early in the morning,9am....i decided 2go gym...and......i ...BANG...my ...mummy's....car!!!i think i haven complete woke up la that time.....still dreaming.@@
Luckily....small matter....don worried,be happy! Sm!L3 oways.
No bang,Ur car won't Big 1 .....so,bang your car more....
p/s:i was very happy on the midnight of the date 080809.

i wanna earn so many many many MONEY$$$$$ now....buy BMW for my daddy present,buy a SMART car for mummy,buy whole set of badminton's materials for my little bro,buy shit for my elder bro(kidding larr),buy a FCUK watch for myself..haha...
when can achieve my goal ar??

LOL.....


p/s:nothing is impossible. i can do it...TRUST ME

如果我和我的好朋友同时爱上了同一个男人，我会是第一个退出的人....
我不想伤害我们之间的友情...
三个人总不对的，总有个人必须牺牲...我宁愿牺牲我自己.....

即使我还是喜欢他的，我也会默默的喜欢他，不去破坏他们.....


Necklace.

A very Q card but you are given to the wrong person...This card is for new born baby de lorr..
haha...nvm....i Lub it.




p/s:i APPRECIATE it




Aug 4, Altought My birthday is passsed and alica birthday is haven reach yet, our super good classmate help us to celebrate too....they brought a super nice & delicious cheese cake for us...haha....i felt so happy and excited on that day..haha...

Anyway...Baby..altought ur birthday havent reach....i wish u here HapPy & Smile oways 1st...take care oways...


p/s:Friends is important to make you happy.

1u's Pasta Zanmai

Wow...the menu...Delicious ..Yummmyyy~


My Bestest Babys.....Xian & Hui


Neighbour....KJ

Neighbour's wife....Miss Patt

M3 & hui...seems like she want 2eat.

*Mix Fruit Juice*
Yummy Yummy Foods
I have a sweet sweet 18 this year with my bestest buddies....haha
thanks you all....haha....i really happi loo...still got ppl remember my birthday de lea...
haha...aug 3,we go 1u's pasta ZanMai have my birthday dinner..afte that we go shooping again..hehe..
is quite happy & fun de lorr...Cause is quite long time din't hang out with them ad...haha..
THANKS!

ahem..haha

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won't be update my blog this few days...
because is too busy this week!!
see youuu!!~><

THANK YOU ,i love it so much...i mean that song..

very gan dong loo...i really dunno u will do that....
haha..thanks...

i love it so much
thxxx~!!!!!So Q-T too~~

Nehh..今天早上去gym的时候horr,做了一件好事咯..

我今天早上到的时候，只是我一个人而已咯，感觉有点恐怖....但是过不久，有一个uncle就走进来..哈哈...没那么怕了~

拿给Uncle就开始热身，我就继续跑我的步咯...过不久，那个uncle也到隔壁那架跑步机跑步....
过后啊，我看到那个uncle的鞋带脱了哦...惨咯，不懂要不要过去跟他讲嘞，又怕他会踩到鞋带跌倒哦...

算了，还是过去跟他讲咯..

Penny:Uncle,你的鞋带脱了...你绑回去啦>.
Uncle:哎哟~~谢谢你啊...（uncle就蹲下去绑他的鞋带咯）...等下跌倒就惨了咯......谢谢你啊！

哈哈，虽然有点无聊啦（是很无聊咯），但是，我很高兴下><...

很down.

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不知道做莫咯，很累啊今天！超累的，自己的事情已经够烦了...还要烦买人家的事....

烦死了！！

明天早上又要早早起床去gym，又要帮妈妈做家务，又要读书，又要打扫房间....
哇靠.....我的星期六节目真丰富啊！


赢了咯，人家约我也要推掉他咯.....

Sorry Kit..Juz now really dunno how to tell u at ther ,so many ppls....u know de la..haha..then i blog here la...u also agree de rite??
For me la....faces,looks,ages.....is not that important...
The most important is the love between U & her..eh,1years more lea..u know horr??i still remember that!!!!
u wan't to break with her is because she is fat??OMG...wad a SUCK reason u gave....what are u thinking now....i felt so angry also lorr!!!!!!
And i was strange that why u will couples with her last time??she's nothing change what from last time....issit something happened???
Do you think that looks is more important than everything???
i don't think so lorr..
plsss la u ....my look is more terrible that ah teng la hou sam.....
u know har,last time she keep telling me that how u think about her....she looked so sad & down that time.......i was ANGRY with you also lorr that time...REALLY de.......i hope u go tam back her as soon as possible now lorr...if not u will lost a girlfriend like her....!!!
@@TRUST ME@@
[call back me when u see this]
waa...nowadays ar,i macam become a professor LOVE liao..lol...
P/S:Looks are not important than the LOVE between a couple,if you really love her/him,just accept what he/she is now....ACCEPT everything of them!!NOT THEIR BODY larr MAN..
The Look of ur gf/bf really so important mehhhh???






Just now when i back from college,i plan to make some egg tart for kevin..hehe...but,i have no confident lea...dunno weather will success or not...papa~~`








i was baked & wait for the egg tart around 10 minutes la...yoh,y my egg tart look like this 1 ???i was very nervous too!










After that ar,my unsuccessful egg tart come out..



i was very down....that egg tart feel not nice and disgustting....




SECOND ROUND!
Nevermind!!!Nothing is impossible,i baked again!!!!













Finally,my second round egg tart left 59 seconds.....i was waitin~!!



Sei Lorhh...duno how isit lea...................................waitin ...waitin~


FINALLY!1 second left~!!!












My second round egg tart...cuming out...wuhuuuuu~~~









yeah yeah~~My success-ed egg tart....Finally...Hope u will like it..dunno nice or not la




p/s:Nothing is impossible


Today hor..me ,joey,HK,SS,Sherly and janice were having our lunch at ..duno where..haha..is a restaurant that like 'Ayamas' 1 ..HAHA.i had forgotten the restaurant name lar.haha...








After that hor...honkit & soon seong just like so many years dint eat already lo...order a family set meal for only 2PERSONS~.haha (Maybe is quite cheap de larhh & is quite worth de lorhh.)



See how delicious is it.....4 plates of rice,1 Chicken,1 plate of softsoft vegetables,& 1 plate of toufu,4bowls of soup,4galsses of COKE....Just For 2PERSONS!








They was starting their delicious Lunch...~~~

Honkit:Oh my god,how to finish it lea?..the CHICKEN...~!SEI lorhhh...








Honkit:i no eyes see...JUST EAT!!

Soon Seong was so enjoy wor..haha





haha..no matter how full they are,they are still finished it..haha..li hai li hai...
p/s:i am very lucky & happy because i met THEM!




neh..Actually we plan 3ppls go together de..but ,smth happened 2joey...so,oni left me n alicia..nvm...hehe..altought this chendol look like rubbish,but is very very nice la...really..



Unfortunely,tat ABC uncle dint open today,so we eat chendol lo..~haha..aiks..okay de larr actually......but,abit bu shuang luuu....


i think we only used 30-45minutes to finish this chendol....sambil chat,sambil eat,time passed so fast~

then hor,alicia told me tat got a 'zhu cheong fen' so nice de o,i know she very xiang go 1 ,then i jiu fetch her go loh~~haha
OH my god...

unlucky us again....zhu cheong fen closed oso...T.T.......

then we plan again go '记得吃'...yoh,today not sunday lo,lotz of customers o....
Only this time is quite lucky ,that lengzai waiter so gud...find a place 4us..hehe


then hor,we start order luu...eat again~~~we are piggie~

START EATING!!!!eeeemmmmm~~~yummmyyyyy~~






see tat people bring along her doggie....yerr,so disgustting lor......how 2eat wor.....

Fairlady & Fairlady couple(Owner)Hahaha..




If me & Alicia continue like this every night,i think our body will be more worst then this little Q girl~~HOW?


p/s:actually still have a lotz of funny section 1 ,but i lazy 2mention out la....now already 337am le..sleepyy~~

wow..Happy.haha

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THX mei xin..i love u ..muaHAHAHA....



thx for ur birthday present lo....i lub it so much~~haha.

altought my birthday havent reach,i received a present ad..~so happy..~haha..
so gud lea,got ppl still can remember my birthday...~

i m so down & tired now..buy me penadol pls...headache again......
my connection ar..so lag,its make my webcam so lag too...very bu shuang!arghhh....
i felt so moody now...really...dunno why,mayb is becoz of too tired..but..i thnk is not la...mayb something happened.......
i m so sorry about this...forgive me pls...i dunno wad m i thinking now..
friends & lover,friends is more important i think..very sorry 2u also..

p/s:no matter how worst it happened,i won't give up so easily..

Don't love him for who you hope he will become tomorrow but by loving who he is today and not what he is, BUT WHO HE IS...



Feel wanna write something about LOVE...


For me ...i think DISTANCE, it is a test of love,many will fail, but for these who can withstand if have the answer...You know it's true love when no matter how far the distance is he can still make you SMILE..haha..

True Love does not wrong about the distance between,for the heart and soul travels through one's world!!!


To anyone that are secret crush on a person....don't worried, God will let him know that you love him..God also will told Him that when there's no one there,he's not alone yet! Just close your eyes and let him know ..
Ur heart is beating with him




Passion , a word which involves so many feelings.

i feel it when we touch

i feel it when we kiss.

i feel it when i look at u

For u are my passion,my one true love.

我好过分哦

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刚从college回来，突然间，心里觉得有些不能解释的心情...就像闷闷的...哈哈..别管它>.自从Kevin回来后，我觉得我好像每天去wet酱咯..去wet多过在家里...
有点觉得自己好像太过分了...这几个星期都没什么跟家人聊过天，跟家人的感情好像有些疏忽了...又没有帮到妈妈做家务....我太过分了！！

怎么办嘞？幸好，Kevin要回去了..从明天起，不要出街了....... 留在家里，帮妈妈做一点点家务..ON!还有还有，努力读书！哈哈....

世界上，没有一个人是十全十美的咯..
有时我也会想....为什么我会生到酱的样子的...搞错哦....你看她，美到，身材好到.....>.超羡慕的...
但，我滴最爱妈妈却回答我说...'你酱的样子还要嫌啊，那没有手，没有脚那些要怎样啊...'.....哇...我心想，有道理wo...哈哈...

真的没有一个人是真的十全十美的，别想那么多了....有些人可能他们真的很美，真的很帅，但是，他们一定有一些缺陷的....我之前就有遇到一个男孩，他很帅....真的...样子斯斯文文，在学校很多人都暗恋他咯（我没有啊）.....

但是嘞，斯文败类....很多女人都死在他手中，被他玩的，被他骗的，通通都有..他的甜言蜜语真的很甜....哄到他的女人够够力....他真的很够力..一脚踏几船都可以...
最可恶的是，他竟然骗女人上床....我的好朋友，就是为了这个帅哥，哭了很久，伤心了很久......

所以啊....不要以为帅，美，就是最好的...别上当了！只要对自己有信心，什么都是完美的啦！
虽然我不美，身材不够好...但是，我已经觉得我是9全10美的啦！！！


p/s:HonKit...没有人是perfect的啦....虽然你没有他们那些酱帅啦，但是我相信你一定是一个好男人啦...哈哈...(你是好人，也是个坏人）

和你好久不见，你变了很多 ..还记得当我上次第一眼看见你的时候，你在....吸烟~
我其实不是很介意的，不要在我面前吸咯Plss....或者你要的话可以在我面前吸啦>..通知我一声拉..我让各位给你..

你变帅了，可能太久没见，你换了发型，变好看了....你的tatto也...不错咯...
你还会跟我开玩笑...好奇怪哦...哈哈...

不过，那天听到XXX 说，你不只是吸烟，还.....我虽然不是很你酱熟啦，但我还是希望你会改咯..我不想看到你这个样子....真的....我不想看到你酱咯....

p/s:这是我对你由此以来最真的一面...

刚刚 'K'完书，好累哦..真的很想睡...头痛到半命>..
刚刚看看下，哇老..原来那个三八婆已经教了那么多..我一点也没发觉到哦...死火咯....重今天开始，我每天都要读书！真的！以前考试都没那么怕，现在特别的怕嘞！不知道为什么..如果可以的话，我一个星期不要上网....哈哈哈 ... 我觉得我忍不到哦...好！就是试试看啦..哈哈..
Nothing is Imposibble...

突然间好想念...Genting的Starbucks.......Desa Parkcity的The Coffee Bean....Sri Sinar的Old Town..真的，很想再去嘞，那里的气氛超好的！

Genting's Starbucks-凉凉的，要吹冷风，要一个人静静的做Assignment，最好去这里...

Desa Parkcity的The coffee Bean-如果要看帅哥，或者是鬼佬，最好来这里啦...哈哈(我常常都去的），时不时都会有'收获'哦~尤其是study week啦，真的是一个好地方..来杯'Mocha Java Blend'& 一块Strawberry Cheese Cake吧....我滴最爱....肥死了~

SriSinar's Old town-够近，哈哈...做功课，要on-9聊聊天，或心情不好,失恋，来这里啦....或者是.....经济不好，哪里都不可以去的时候，就来这里咯....

i m tired

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i think i m tired...really...

today's mood quite blur.....my friends ask me to dinner...i oso dun hv tat mood to accompany them...sorry yahh ah kevin.haha...forgive me..

sumore FINAL EXAM is cuming le..not much days left....so,need 2put more effort and study hard...if not ar....resit jiu not gud la...haha


Just now went 1u brought a new webcam....OMG...is expensive!!!need 2pay more rm20....no money shopping le!!!!!but...da webcam quality is quite gud de la..5.0megapixels...but sumtimes will kik kik dei....haha..nvm.....dis webcam is worth buying 1 ..haha..



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