arghhhh..... i wannnn to lower down all my temperate now!!! i have lots of things want to said and vent here!!!!!! my patience is so limited!!
i hate them!! i can't said out all the things at FB! cause, he said when his family member saw it , will worried about us... wth!!! that is my freedom! please dun simple condemnation yourself in my sentences or my wall post! PLEASE!~!!!!!
and, i know sorry and apologize is not everything, but , that is only what can i do now. if u think that is not enough, then is okay, nth else i can say to u already.
I know im wrong this time, but, try to think back to you ownself, how u treated me! and how u cheated me last time!!!!! FUCK U!! when u bluff me, then it can be cover with your sweet sentences! right? then u will ask for my forgiveness.
how about me? when i did something wrong, hows ur face responses that u act to me? the words and sentences u said to me is damn freaking terrible!!!! arghhh!!!!! DAMN IT!
AND, MONEY IS NOT EVERYTHING, TOLD U SO MANY TIMES ALREADY U ALSO NOT UNDERSTAND AT ALL!!!!
i am happy when u brought something luxury and expensive things for me, but, it is only temporarily! not forever.
the physical needs is not what i want! i need some care and love from you!! do not compare my love to your money~!!! i know im poor! not like u , you are so rich! your family is rich!~ we are in different standard and class! i can't do all the things that same as you and family!
i do all the things is what ordinary peoples do..
and, when you criticism the others, please think what you do before!
YOUR FUCKING BAD ATTITUDES WONT CHANGE ANYMORE! SMOKING ALSO, U PROMISED ME THAT U WILL STOP SMOKING! BUT, U STILL SMOKING RIGHT NOW? I HATE PEOPLE WHO SMOKE ALSO~ ESPECIALLY U!
not smoke lesser, but stop smoking, don't touch it anymore!!! and, please control your bad temper! do not scold me when in the large crowd!!
and, People who have no or not enough is not necessarily to go gamble! this is not a right way!!! please remind urself always! and, i can said that i did not use so much of your money, you're the one who used the money! NOT ME!